Despite our best efforts….

Just received an email from the embryologist.  The email starts…”Despite our best efforts, your embryo did not make it to blastocyst stage”.  Sighhhhhhhhh.  I’m disappointed but ok.  My latest mantra has been “Everything is as it should be whether I like it or not”.   I’m finding so much peace in this phrase, which I can use at anytime when something is not going the why I wish it would.   I can’t change this outcome today.  I had no control to begin with.  I trust GOD’s got really good reasons for why our little ball of life is not coming into this world at this time and I trust it.  And I also trust there is a reason why this desire is still on my heart.  So, on to the next cycle.  And out the door to enjoy this fabulous fall day in Atlanta!!!  Today I thank GOD for my good fortune.