Happy Halloween to all my blog readers tonight! I’m sitting here in my small mediocre motel-ish California hotel room thinking it would be good for my sanity to jot down a few thoughts regarding my day today. To bore you with the details or to spare you, that is the question. I’ll just say that we (the doc, the nurse, and myself) all may have waited one day too late to monitor and therefore there is a slight chance I’ll ovulate prior to retrieval on Saturday AM. Aaarrgghh!
For my number loving friends, here ya go! These are from today’s CD13 monitoring appointment.
CD13
E2(258.7) LH(16.7) FSH(35.5) P4(0.77)
U/S
EM: 9mm
RT: 6mm
LT: 22mm
As you can see I have a ripe ‘ol egg on the left ovary at 22mm, a whopper for me. What I don’t understand and the nurse could not explain to me today is how I went from 14mm two days ago, to 22 mm today?!? I’ve been told don’t worry, they only grow 1-2mm/day. Ummmm, ok.
Why am I pissed? Because if there is no egg in that follicle because I ovulate early, all this time, money, effort this cycle, down the friggin drain! Including a lost egg.
At 45, EVERY EGG COUNTS FOLKS!!!
Envision Xena, Warrior Princess walking from a rental car to her hotel room, swinging a battle ax and that would describe how I was feeling. I emailed the nurse promptly when I got back to my hotel room and let her know I was mad. She called me and began to talk quickly, asking me questions on how the clinic handled the cycle in August, asked if there was a 34-36 hour gap, blah blah blah. She hung up, talked to the Dr., and called me back. The new plan she says, is to take advil around the clock until Saturday morning to help prevent ovulation, trigger with Lupron tonight at midnight, and then she said good luck and good bye!
So, while I went to the freak out ledge earlier today with plenty of pisstosterone, for now I am choosing to believe in ALL possibilities as I wrote in a previous blog and hope that in fact they get an egg Saturday a.m. There better be a friggin egg in that follicle folks! More to be revealed!